tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79921921861925329852011-07-08T11:43:03.973+08:00RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.comBlogger481100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-11495599373219691312009-08-15T21:36:00.001+08:002009-08-15T21:38:32.555+08:00<div><object width="480" height="381"><param name="movie" value="http://www.dailymotion.com/swf/x2pxe4_hoobastank-the-reason_music&related=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.dailymotion.com/swf/x2pxe4_hoobastank-the-reason_music&related=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="480" height="381" allowFullScreen="true" allowScriptAccess="always"></embed></object><br /><b><a href="http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x2pxe4_hoobastank-the-reason_music">Hoobastank - The Reason</a></b><br /><i>Uploaded by <a href="http://www.dailymotion.com/Hoobastank">Hoobastank</a>. - <a href="http://www.dailymotion.com/channel/music">See the latest featured music videos.</a></i></div><br />Hoobastank - The Reason<br />Rock - (C) 2003 The Island Def Jam Music Group<br />Universal Music Division Mercury<br /><br />I'm not a perfect person<br />There's many things I wish I didn't do<br />But I continue learning<br />I never meant to do those things to you<br />And so I have to say before I go<br />That I just want you to know<br /><br />I've found a reason for me<br />To change who I used to be<br />A reason to start over new<br />and the reason is you<br /><br />I'm sorry that I hurt you<br />It's something I must live with every day<br />And all the pain I put you through<br />I wish that I could take it all away<br />And be the one who catches all your tears<br />That's why I need you to hear<br /><br />I've found a reason for me<br />To change who I used to be<br />A reason to start over new<br />and the reason is you [x4]<br /><br />I'm not a perfect person<br />I never meant to do those things to you<br />And so I have to say before I go<br />That I just want you to know<br /><br />I've found a reason for me<br />To change who I used to be<br />A reason to start over new<br />and the reason is you<br /><br />I've found a reason to show<br />A side of me you didn't know<br />A reason for all that I do<br />And the reason is you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-1149559937321969131?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-47053739839425012712009-07-13T06:20:00.003+08:002009-07-13T06:31:42.457+08:00這一切其實都歪斜了，<br />不知道何時開始，我們之間剩下的只有那些遙遠的美好，<br />我們不再關心彼此、迴避感受，這一切 一步步邁向終結，<br />我告訴自己要努力克制，不要讓想見你的衝動帶著我，<br />我好怕搞砸這破滅的小小平衡，即使只是崩壞前的短暫時光<br />但我只是想看著你的笑容而已!<br /><br />你的難過，總讓我想為你做點什麼，<br />可是越來越深的無力感，已經讓我不知道該為你做什麼了，<br />即使我願意付出一切。 <br /><br />我不知道該怎麼做，甚至不知道，現在連著我們的，到底是什麼？<br /><br />祈禱，會有用嗎？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4705373983942501271?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-39934489095454686432009-05-23T17:28:00.001+08:002009-05-23T17:28:42.925+08:00<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/ShfBypHVkvI/AAAAAAAAAIY/jjHT6c__Kn8/s1600-h/photo-722927.jpg"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/ShfBypHVkvI/AAAAAAAAAIY/jjHT6c__Kn8/s320/photo-722927.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338948959045260018" /></a></p>大改不開心:p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-3993448909545468643?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-28655797216545611682009-05-23T17:26:00.001+08:002009-05-23T17:26:57.789+08:00<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/ShfBYUQ02-I/AAAAAAAAAIQ/N8IVU5pwL58/s1600-h/photo-717790.jpg"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/ShfBYUQ02-I/AAAAAAAAAIQ/N8IVU5pwL58/s320/photo-717790.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338948506771315682" /></a></p>就看如何看照全局！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-2865579721654561168?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-31284290742936360482009-05-16T18:44:00.001+08:002009-05-16T18:44:41.604+08:00<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/Sg6ZGfMyPRI/AAAAAAAAAII/qHPP-XEDiQ8/s1600-h/photo-781605.jpg"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/Sg6ZGfMyPRI/AAAAAAAAAII/qHPP-XEDiQ8/s320/photo-781605.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5336370945214004498" /></a></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-3128429074293636048?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-74240133174179874362009-05-15T17:28:00.000+08:002009-05-15T17:29:08.817+08:00<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/Sg015LpX33I/AAAAAAAAAIA/5YElJALRxGo/s1600-h/photo-748819.jpg"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/Sg015LpX33I/AAAAAAAAAIA/5YElJALRxGo/s320/photo-748819.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335980389999042418" /></a></p>Don&#39;t go! Please don&#39;t go!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-7424013317417987436?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-38552747776431887992009-05-15T17:22:00.000+08:002009-05-15T17:23:03.015+08:00<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/Sg00d62JntI/AAAAAAAAAH4/LCLTp8twN7A/s1600-h/photo-783016.jpg"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/Sg00d62JntI/AAAAAAAAAH4/LCLTp8twN7A/s320/photo-783016.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335978822121135826" /></a></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-3855274777643188799?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-48139481469777134932009-05-14T01:44:00.000+08:002009-05-14T01:45:13.529+08:00<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/SgsHKes_v_I/AAAAAAAAAHw/GLaysvarsKY/s1600-h/photo-713530.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/SgsHKes_v_I/AAAAAAAAAHw/GLaysvarsKY/s320/photo-713530.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335366060172361714" /></a></p>希望一切順利... <br> <br>即使很難！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4813948146977713493?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-64716177749242614332009-03-03T01:31:00.000+08:002009-03-03T01:32:00.886+08:00<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/SawYEJLpccI/AAAAAAAAAG4/ZRzDs1K3DJA/s1600-h/photo-720888.jpg"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/SawYEJLpccI/AAAAAAAAAG4/ZRzDs1K3DJA/s320/photo-720888.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308644520226288066" /></a></p>I can&#39;t waiting.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-6471617774924261433?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-27847745724418540552009-01-06T04:31:00.001+08:002009-01-06T04:38:53.468+08:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/wL4tZ1NIym8&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/wL4tZ1NIym8&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />真的是很不錯的一部片，沒有冷場的牽動整個情緒，故事、演技、服裝、場景!! 無可挑剔!!<br />非常推薦大家去看!!!<br /><br />我真的不喜歡提劇情又喜歡寫沒內容的電影介紹，哈哈!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-2784774572441854055?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-85074327168497396042008-12-24T21:28:00.002+08:002008-12-24T21:36:17.173+08:00<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/candyspecimen/342570323/" title="london0640 by RiSK@SCREAMING, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/144/342570323_2cd93e38cb.jpg" width="500" height="333" alt="london0640" /></a><br /><br />我也不知道為什麼，我不過是去倫敦那短短的十二天，卻改變了我，改變了SCREAMING，讓我即使在兩年後的今天，也是會在半夜望著圓環的PAUL發呆，也會在網路上搜尋fish and chip...<br /><br />我明年的願望是去倫敦!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-8507432716849739604?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-61235355793232437002008-12-23T15:39:00.004+08:002008-12-23T16:29:30.541+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/SVCZrJytiiI/AAAAAAAAAGo/2MC6qk8Flx4/s1600-h/twilight-movie-poster.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 270px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/SVCZrJytiiI/AAAAAAAAAGo/2MC6qk8Flx4/s400/twilight-movie-poster.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5282891329547635234" /></a><br /><br />看完暮光之城了，這樣子由名小說改編的作品總是讓我超猶豫的，到底是要把小說先看完，還是把電影看完再看小說？ 總是讓我猶豫再三，雖然我總是忍不住會先把小說先看完:p<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/SVCZfSzVskI/AAAAAAAAAGg/4lHpRDTVv88/s1600-h/Twilight.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_flN5pI60MUk/SVCZfSzVskI/AAAAAAAAAGg/4lHpRDTVv88/s400/Twilight.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5282891125807755842" /></a><br /><br />其實電影和小說我都還蠻推薦的，電影的視覺呈現很精采，但是若要了解作者對腳色的深刻內心描繪，還是推薦小說，畢竟電影不可能讓腳色一直在心裡碎嘴(笑)，但我相信Twilight小說能在美國大賣，貼近年輕人內心的腳色描繪是一大功臣!! 一些在電影裡被縮減的片段，也要在看過小說後也會比較清楚!! 所以!!! 去買書吧~ 哈!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-6123535579323243700?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-46146209340440777332008-12-20T00:16:00.002+08:002008-12-20T00:20:51.207+08:00時間與思考讓我看清楚了很多事情，<br />或許就是處理的方式不夠好，現在我也不想怪任何人了，<br />凡事還是往前看，往自己的夢想邁進，<br />如果方向一致，我們可以結伴而行<br />當面臨叉路，我們得做出不同的決定，那也只能笑笑的道別，謝謝妳陪我的這段旅程!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4614620934044077733?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-41898888593666919152008-10-16T02:06:00.002+08:002008-10-16T02:10:18.890+08:00我只能告訴自己，看遠一點...<br />做對十年後的我來說比較重要的事!!<br /><br />與其花費心神自怨自艾，還不如好好衝刺事業!!<br />十年後我可能還會記得這次的痛，但是那時的我過得是什麼樣的日子呢？<br />我想讓自己像自己的夢想般，能自在的活著!!<br />回憶就讓她去吧~ 強求也只是帶來更多的磨擦罷了~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4189888859366691915?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-40358710952429914202008-10-06T16:58:00.002+08:002008-10-06T17:01:14.125+08:00就像過去的那幾個"高手"一樣<br /><br />用玩笑包藏禍心<br />用嘻鬧掩飾企圖<br />玩火般試探底線<br /><br />可怕的人~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4035871095242991420?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-12287192480865090552008-10-04T19:36:00.001+08:002008-10-16T02:05:47.965+08:00其實我覺得很機車!!!<br /><br />我沒有犯錯!!是她**!!<br /><br />請不要牽扯到我或旁人身上來!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-1228719248086509055?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-33648699377937859782008-09-29T13:12:00.002+08:002008-09-29T13:14:38.502+08:00難得的休日，我還是得跑銀行，處理一堆事務，還好今天不用上班，等等就可以好好休息一下!! 晚上應該會出門走走!! 和朋友吃個飯!! 有種人生重新開始的感覺，也好~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-3364869937793785978?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-47440968120744637912008-09-27T18:13:00.003+08:002008-09-27T18:17:25.518+08:00是不是因為我太堅強，所以總被當成笨蛋耍？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4744096812074463791?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-29942437934253971032008-09-26T22:18:00.003+08:002008-09-26T22:29:36.127+08:00既然已經有了選擇，就盡全力走下去!! 人生是無法重來，只能為自己的每個決定負責，並且珍惜身邊的每個人，多想想每個行為會導致的後果，盡量減少無謂的傷害，至少，我是這麼想的!!<br /><br />每個人的反應都是自己行為的倒影，若是覺得別人傷你很深，不妨換到對方的角度想想! 是不是你也傷了別人呢？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-2994243793425397103?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-42657273046782958692008-09-26T22:13:00.001+08:002008-09-26T22:16:31.316+08:00Michael Learns To Rock That's Why (you Go Away)<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/w94p9m2O9k8&hl=zh_TW&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/w94p9m2O9k8&hl=zh_TW&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes<br />I don't wanna say goodbye to you<br />Love is one big illusion I should try to forget<br />But there is something left in my head<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><br />You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop<br />I'm the one who's feeling lost right now<br />Now you want me to forget every little thing you said<br />But there is something left in my head</span><br /><br />Chorus:<br />I won't forget the way you're kissing<br />The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long<br />But I'm not the man your heart is missing<br />That's why you go away I know<br /><br />You were never satisfied no matter how I tried<br />Now you wanna say goodbye to me<br />Love is one big illusion I should try to forget<br />There is something left in my head<br /><br />Yes i know<br /><br />Chorus<br /><br />Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere<br />Don't know which way to go<br />There ain't so much to say now between us<br />There ain't so much for you<br />There ain't so much for me anymore<br /><br />Chorus<br /><br />That's why you go away I know<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4265727304678295869?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-23946323581067602002008-09-25T02:22:00.002+08:002008-09-25T02:26:08.183+08:00不斷的轉換、不斷的避重就輕、不斷的合理化自己的行為，選擇容易的方式生活，我想這就是大多數人的選擇~ 但我並不想這樣! 面對、克服，讓自己更進步!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-2394632358106760200?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-40380586720200074022008-09-23T09:32:00.002+08:002008-09-23T09:38:10.241+08:00其實有時候我也會因為來自各方的壓力而感到厭煩!! <br /><br />但我得看每個人的真實作為，而不是旁人的"批評指教"!!<br /><br />這世界太多講一套做一套的人了!!<br /><br />我想衝刺自己的能力，讓自己有更大的空間玩耍~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4038058672020007402?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-4710879191120477902008-09-22T10:51:00.001+08:002008-09-22T10:53:33.468+08:00事件終於慢慢平息，看個數字回復正常與轉移，我想很快就會回復到正常水準，也因如此我反而有著淡淡的哀傷!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-471087919112047790?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-40271419755162404562008-09-22T01:20:00.004+08:002008-09-22T01:27:14.202+08:00我其實不相信任何人，所以我相信每個人!! 因為我不相信用嘴說出的文字，那往往都是自我建構出來的!! 所以我檢視人的行為，因為行為代表真實!! 即使虛偽，只要堅持持續，那就是真實!! 當人放棄對某些事物的堅持，即使再多高尚的理由，也都是虛偽!! 所以我看人的行為，我看人的互動，我珍惜與每個人的接觸，即使不深入，但我可以感受到人心的溫暖!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4027141975516240456?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-43516806783947809142008-09-21T09:26:00.000+08:002008-09-21T12:20:31.036+08:00又一次在噩夢中醒來，每天相似的夢境，孤獨、被欺騙背叛的心境，讓我無法再次入眠，我扛起這家店，用所謂的成熟的方式處理別人所謂和這件事不相干的人事物，然而我心底清楚，這其實影響了身邊所有人，即使我再裝作若無其事，還是讓人尷尬，讓人不敢、不好意思來店裡，的確旁人沒有必要承受這些，但我不能逃避，不能退縮!! 所以我得面對傷害我的人，用他們所謂的對自己忠實，持續的攪動那在我心上的利刃!! 如果我也能按照慾望任性妄為該多好!! 就不用面對這不堪了!! 開玩笑的，如果我是個追逐慾望的人，SCREAMING就不會是現在這個樣子了!<br /><br />我不是膽小怕事或懦弱而沒做什麼，因為我得對所有期待負責，對親人負責、對朋友負責、對SCREAMING的客人負責，如果因為做了什麼而辜負了他們，我無法接受，所以我選擇了微調，我選擇了對SCREAMING最好的路，即使我知道幼稚的傢伙在嘲笑我，但這就是我選擇的道路，所以不用擔心我，我知道正常人是不會像我這樣的反應，但我是思考過的，不是故作鎮定，更不會跑去自殺的(苦笑)!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4351680678394780914?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-13971511053040919842008-09-20T22:53:00.000+08:002008-09-20T22:59:57.565+08:00這陣子感謝大家的支持，讓SCREAMING走過這次的風暴，接下來還有更多的計畫在等著我實現!! 我要實現自己的夢想，這次的被背叛，讓我重新站起來，我的確太過於鬆懈了!! 人不管和誰相處，還是要注意細節與形象，讓自己更強，更厲害!!! GO!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-1397151105304091984?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-45184472126863965032008-09-20T07:59:00.000+08:002008-09-20T08:05:16.454+08:00我是一個感受性很強的人，常常因為電影、小說或是真實世界的惡意電波感到全身不舒服，是全身發冷站不住的那種不舒服，這個月所遇到困境與背叛，讓我害怕夜晚的到來，更害怕每天早上的夢靨，然而，現在我卻無法丟開過去... 我是在做壓力測試嗎？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4518447212686396503?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-23855015835842600772008-09-20T00:30:00.000+08:002008-09-20T00:35:25.124+08:00我其實已經對很多事情看開了，好好的事情可以搞成這樣，讓我實在不知道該說什麼才好!!!<br />我想我沒有義務在幫忙了，最近發生的總總已經讓我心灰意冷!! 算我引狼入室，好心被雷劈吧!!!<br /><br />接下來我要努力追上領先集團!! 為了未來向前看!!<br />一些三流動作雖然擾亂我心情!! 但我並不想躺這渾水，把自己搞得髒兮兮!!!<br /><br />再見了~ 我的心已經離開~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-2385501583584260077?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-23968872469477993652008-09-18T19:07:00.000+08:002008-09-18T19:09:01.377+08:00我不知道，我一向不喜歡那種換個位置就換個腦袋的傢伙!! 這些無法用同一個想法面對世界的人~ 往往是麻煩製造者!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-2396887246947799365?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-76982365011857569582008-09-16T01:26:00.000+08:002008-09-16T01:28:08.940+08:00我開始努力工作了!! 新的商品，新的拍攝，新的種種進度，感覺越來越接近真實，我想我可以走過這一段不安，加油吧!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-7698236501185756958?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-5886627696430733852008-09-15T08:27:00.000+08:002008-09-15T08:38:19.422+08:00重新開始整頓起自己的無名，沒想到這是一個錯誤的開始，雖然照片都刪除了，但光想要重新上傳什麼照片就讓我陷於糾結之中，才發現自己原來過去這幾年的重心都在小古身上，平常拍的是她，出國拍的也是她，整個世界都是她!<br /><br />整理起過去的文章，剛好是三年前我人生的另一個低潮，好沉重，好沉重，心，撕裂，掙扎...<br /><br />我想我得讓自己更堅強!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-588662769643073385?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-47692653665260837722008-09-14T17:01:00.000+08:002008-09-14T17:03:37.287+08:00我想我得多花一點時間去習慣一個人的生活，<br />習慣一個人出門，一個人下樓，一個人去買早餐...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4769265366526083772?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-19717280648004765082008-09-14T09:15:00.000+08:002008-09-14T09:19:57.748+08:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/bZd4jYOt23M&hl=zh_TW&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/bZd4jYOt23M&hl=zh_TW&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/khairmZadHg&hl=zh_TW&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/khairmZadHg&hl=zh_TW&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />HOH~ MY GOD!! 也太屌了吧!!! 我要買!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-1971728064800476508?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-86637738425871775102008-09-13T21:19:00.000+08:002008-09-13T21:21:44.353+08:00最近發生的事情對我來說是很重大的，我的許多作法都產生了調整，說實話我開始把自己的開放作法做調整，對人更嚴格，也許這樣才會是好的作法! 未來會更好的!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-8663773842587177510?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-39145810096296592412008-09-13T13:41:00.000+08:002008-09-13T13:47:12.581+08:00我又在相同的惡夢中醒來，與其說是傷心，現在反倒是比較接近焦慮，今年初到現在的大小事不斷，SCREAMING面臨方向的問題，而過去可以兩個人努力，各自負責不同的領域，所以SCREAMING還能努力的向前，然而現在，我一肩扛起讓SCREAMING向前走的責任，發想、執行、員工訓練，面對這樣的壓力，我只能更加努力!! 將來，回過頭來看!! 我希望可以是不後悔的!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-3914581009629659241?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-7403220393794479372008-09-13T09:02:00.000+08:002008-09-13T09:06:49.937+08:00我想我發現問題的癥結，我想我的立場不堅定心太軟，我想我變得太快，我想我把工作看得太重要，我想我沒有和別人分享夢想的能力!! 我想要找一個能欣賞我的人!! 好好珍惜我!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-740322039379447937?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-30601618242166408112008-09-12T01:15:00.000+08:002008-09-12T01:23:09.124+08:00這兩天彷彿回到了三年前，SCREAMING剛剛開店的時候，我一個人把所有事情攬在身上，小古那時還在SUPER LOVERS上班，我一邊顧店，扛起業績，也一邊把網站慢慢建構起來，那時雖然辛苦，但心裡總有個依靠，我想是神不讓我過得太輕鬆，才給了我這一部驚悚片!! 我想我會努力工作!! 努力把事情做好!! 讓SCREAMING成長茁壯!! 忘記過去!! 忘記自己!! 希望心能趕快恢復跳動...<br /><br />很抱歉，除了工作上的事物，我最近的部落格更新都是一些心理的傷~ 我想要一段時間我才能恢復正常吧~<br /><br />我對我自己很抱歉!!! 對週遭的人很抱歉!! 我...在哪裡？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-3060161824216640811?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-57131194747705177372008-09-10T20:19:00.000+08:002008-09-10T20:20:35.372+08:00我好想看看那晴空!! 沒有謊言 沒有欺騙 沒有虛情假意 沒有敵人!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-5713119474770517737?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-44284182883608981082008-09-09T23:27:00.000+08:002008-09-09T23:30:34.319+08:00讓我非常非常的焦慮!!!!<br /><br />我不知道如何克服這些連綿不絕的煩人事物，<br />對店裡的目標也無法去做!!<br /><br />努力!! 一天當兩天用吧!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4428418288360898108?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-45727853244690446822008-09-08T10:31:00.000+08:002008-09-08T10:38:38.016+08:00我真的這麼覺得!!! 把所有的傷害往自己的心理吞不斷的忍耐!!!<br />還要接受身邊所有人的期待!!! 不能怎樣，不能那樣!!!<br /><br />背叛與傷害不斷得在攪弄我的心!! 我真的痛!!<br />我願意付出一切代價!! 讓時光倒轉!!<br />後悔!! 我真的後悔!! 我不該太過相信人!!<br />我這次付出的代價真的太高了!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-4572785324469044682?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-38620209518350798602008-09-06T12:59:00.000+08:002008-09-06T13:35:33.755+08:00讓我們家網站創下五千多的點擊，近一千五的人次!!<br />有裝analytics自己比較一下!!<br />也難怪媒體總是在報這種東西~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-3862020951835079860?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-51245990116850497422008-09-05T12:45:00.000+08:002008-09-05T12:50:16.570+08:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/yqNKXKThDC4&hl=zh_TW&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/yqNKXKThDC4&hl=zh_TW&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br />這張遠在大學時代就買下來的專輯，我想是徹夜未眠的我最適合跟著唱的專輯，推薦給因為分手而充滿無力感的朋友!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-5124599011685049742?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-24183812971759955532008-09-05T05:52:00.000+08:002008-09-05T06:01:51.416+08:00我在臨晨還在店裡，聽著隔壁的T BAR唱著感情的悲歌，我其實很自責!<br />我自以為努力的愛意，原來施錯了方向，不打算怪誰，<br />因為就像我之前老闆說的，是自己的能力不足!!<br />不斷向前衝，一回頭卻已沒有了向前的意義!!<br /><br />我想我會盡快的把事情處裡完!! 然後學習表現得更好!!<br />這一切會讓我成長!! 我會好好地活得精彩!!<br />謝謝妳曾帶給我的一切!! <br />天亮了!! 就各自往自己的目標出發吧!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-2418381297175995553?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-78678945823284996302008-08-29T18:41:00.000+08:002008-08-29T18:52:22.142+08:00很多人問， 為什麼要開在這個位置？ 為什麼你不做招牌？<br /><br />但實際上，我們的營收是穩定的，甚至比起新宿小店每天應付不完的小朋友(不是指年紀，而是心智年齡)還要好，空間、自由度都比過去好! 也多了很多時間可以做自己的事!! 所以這是一個秘密基地，對"對的人"來說，至於沒打算打開心胸的人來說，很難不會有誤闖異世界的感覺。<br /><br />招牌的話我其實很矛盾，畢竟這不是一個服飾業的街道，我還是希望低調點~ 就先這樣吧~ 我應該會請人做些記號!! 哈~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-7867894582328499630?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-85844627793715544212008-08-27T10:50:00.000+08:002008-08-27T11:01:19.325+08:00雖說能自在的活著是一種美好，<br />但若是率性而為而不斷得罪一些不是我想得罪的人，<br />那似乎又有一點不成熟的愚蠢，<br /><br />可是內心又對現在的無法暢所欲言感到不快，<br />不斷刪改又放棄的文字已滿出紙簍，<br />說著不著邊際的話語隱藏內心的焦躁，<br /><br />這就是所謂的成長？ 還是自我意識的退縮？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-8584462779371554421?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-875631435505328972008-08-26T15:37:00.000+08:002008-08-26T15:42:53.841+08:00我想我需要一個好的貨運公司，當貨件有問題時，能告訴我"所有的"問題，提供我諮詢，而不是我自己查法條，查規則，甚至當我找到出路後，還要我告訴他我怎們辦的，我都不知道誰付誰錢了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-87563143550532897?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-861585637502675752008-08-24T13:01:00.000+08:002008-08-24T13:09:30.949+08:00看著各種各具目的新聞，我心裡感到的情感卻是害怕，人們依照自己的想法，恣意的使用公器，亦或是背後的高層授意？彼此的立場分明，非黑即白的邏輯空洞充滿惡意，這是現在的台灣？ 這是大家想要的未來嗎？ 我很困惑！ 自由但少了尊重和自律!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-86158563750267575?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7992192186192532985.post-25119877859132086742008-08-11T19:07:00.001+08:002008-08-11T19:07:56.978+08:00我又要開始亂寫了~ 哈~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7992192186192532985-2511987785913208674?l=candyspecimen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RiSKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10255364711100195320noreply@blogger.com0